Sorry this has taken so long, friends :(. I’ve have been busy being desperately in love
with my man, work and organising moving out (Eeek). I completely understand if you are
disappointed with me.
Soooo, Rape Fantasy, where to start? Maybe I’ll start with how my Master and I
came to try it. A while ago, at least
two months ago, we were looking through role-playing scenarios on the web, just
for thrills and ideas. We saw the usual
cop, interrogation, doctor and naughty French maid stuff, but also came across
a rape scenario. This caught both our
interests; I guess you could say we are slightly sadistic (just a smidge).
Anyway, we spoke about it briefly, along with some other
ideas, but soon forgot about it. It came
up in conversation a couple of days ago and we made the leap and promised to do
it the next day. That night we discussed
when and how it would begin: i.e. would he jump me as soon as I walked in the
door or would we chill for a little while?
And of course we have our safe words in place in case anything got to
full on.
Anyhow it played out like this: I got to his house slightly
apprehensive. He let me in and followed
me up the stairs. Then we got into bed
and had cuddles. My mind was spinning,
when was he going to get me, hold me down and assault me as I wanted him too?!
Anyhow, later when we were in the kitchen, I knew the time
must be getting close. I heard a slight
metallic sound from behind his back, and I did my best not to smile. He came behind me, lovingly enough, before
flicking open a knife and holding it to my throat. He then pushed me down the hallway to his
room, all the while I was clutching his shirt as I desperately tried not to
trip over backwards.
When we got to his room, I was pushed backwards onto the
bed, and playing the part, I shuffled myself to the back as he followed me. He pulled out my blindfold and put it on
me. Now, because I was meant to keep up
the act of victim, this was hard; the amount of tossing and fighting I was
doing destroyed the purpose a lil. But
apart from this it all went pretty good.
Anyhow, my arms were pinned to my side, my head knocking
against the wall (don’t fret about the noise, we made sure no one else would be
home ;) ) and his body on mine made sure I had nowhere to go. Holy crap it was great guys!! Until there was
a knock at the door… The plumber had
arrived, 3-4 hours late, when we thought he wouldn’t come anymore.
This time out break was good though, not quite a blessing,
but okay. We had a chance to talk things
over. We both agreed the blindfold could
go. I asked if he was enjoying it (yes)
and whether I was I struggling too much?
Apparently I wasn’t struggling enough ;).
When play resumed, the struggles, the slaps, the words and
the arm across neck got so much more intense; if before was amazing, this was
out of this world ;). He would tightly
grip my hair and growl into my ear that I was a slut, I was enjoying his cock,
that all the boys must have had a go of my sweet pussy. In return I would whimper, beg him to stop, moans
of ‘agony’ were muffled by his hand.
Somehow, in the midst of all this, I ended up on my stomach;
a position in which it is very difficult to struggle or to even move in. The move that really blew my mind was when my
‘attacker’ moved down to my ear and said, “You know what’s going to happen now,
Slut? I’m going to come. I’m going to come deep deep inside of
you”! Cue frantic struggling and
desperate begging.
Anyhow, I don’t know what more to say but if you think you
may have even the slightest inclination to try this, fricken’ go for it. Just make sure you have your safe words down
pat and both parties are into it, otherwise shit’s going to end badly. With my man and I, I didn’t struggle as much
as I could have if I was really wanting to get out of there, I knew that if I wanted
to stop I would be able to get his hand away from my mouth long enough to say “Red”.
So maybe this is a better activity for those who are in a
serious relationship and have been having a sexual relationship for a long time
and trust each other completely; not just to stop if need be, but to not use the
‘play’ against you in the future if the relationship turns sour. If you are doing this with someone you haven’t
been with for a while or you don’t trust entirely, check for cameras, or record
that you both want this and that it I just play.
Also an extra warning that this is a super doper workout. By the time we were done, we were both
drenched in sweat and so were the sheets.
Many calories were burnt that day; and you don’t even notice because you
enjoy it too much. It was all a game,
cat and mouse.
Anyhow, enjoy my little freaks ;) (again
sorry for the delay and radio silence!)
His lil toy ;) xx
