So as i write this post we are sitting on exactly 400. Cheers guys!! I hope you are all enjoying it? Gosh, i really do.
Soooo, a certain someone sent in a question, well a couple, that they wanted me to answer. And my dears as an open-minded individual i am happy to answer any of your questions. Thank you for being brave enough to ask, darlings!!!
So, this person's question was "How do you feel about heavy bdsm? Have you tried any? What did you do if you did? Would you try it again?"
Okay, so I'm going to start off with saying that BDSM is such a huge category. So, i have tried:
- A little bondage (hands tied above my head and blindfolded, arms tied behind my back, but not much more than that). But there should be more soon, don't worry I'm not getting soft on you :)
- Whenever we role play, i am always the sub. I address Master as Master. My place is below him, i dont make more eye contact then i should and i do not do anything without his permission (ie sometimes i have to ask to finish!) anything else i already know to do through training and out of general respect. My Master and his cock are my God! And when we aren't totally rp-ing there are still occasionally D and S aspects to our love making ;) rough play, name-calling, ya know. Also, i have been offered the chance to Domme every so often. But you see im not a very forward person, I'd rather have someone make the decisions for me (like Master). But I am sure ill get brave enough to try it one day, maybe soon ;) I do have a couple of ideas locked away in the deep dark spaces of my messed up mind...
- Sadism? Huh yeah sure. Who doesn't love being pushed around, slapped, choked, fucked hard just because you have a hole and that's what its for ;) Also knife play... Very serious shit mannnn! Ha ha. Its a little on the dangerous side and the heaviest we have ever done (only once, but i want more!!!).
- Also, of course, with our BDSM, i have been given the role of pet with a collar and tail to suit. But Master and i have discussed maybe trying out some different roles, ie. Daddy and babygirl, Sir and schoolgirly sort of stuff. Maybe go further down the path we are on now and be a slave, iunno! But we will just have to see, soon!!!
Well i cant think of much more, if I've missed something, pick me up on it, i know Master will. This stuff has now become a big part of my life and i DO enjoy it. A lot of people must think i am crazy and that is why i have only told a small bunch of people, but not because i am ashamed, but because i feel i can discuss it and brag about it to them (i know one of my dear friends could be reading this right now! Enjoy MW ;) ). Master and i both look forward to progressing through all there is to try in the way of this wonderful genre! I believe it has strengthened our relationship a lot (remember this stuff is very dependent on trust) and we have learnt a lot together and about each other along the way so far. We do a lot of this stuff regularly, even more so soon, and we love it. We still have 'normal' sex, passionate love making and all. I love my Master and my boyfriend so deeply <3
Hope this answered yours, and a lot of quiet readers questions! Please dont hesitate to ask any more. This was fun and thought provoking :)
Enjoy!
His forever and always (as long as he will have me),
His Fully Submissive Pet xx